Its Been awhile.....

I have been so busy, I havent posted in a while, not that anyones reading to my knowledge but its more of a way for me to just get some stuff out. I have been busy, I went back to work and I really enjoyed it at first. Being back at work, working with the children, making up lesson plans....but then I really started to miss my own kids, then I missed Nicks (my son) Halloween party at school (preschool ) and that made me really sad becuase I was room mother last year. I was the one planning the parties and then this year im not even being able to make them. :( I have always wanted to be one of those moms that are very involved in there childs school functions & I couldnt do that while working. I also could not keep up the house I was always tierd, NEVER remembering to send Nick to school in his Blue shirt on Fridays. I just had to admit to myself it was too much at this time. I decided to come back to being a SAHM and am really happy though it does get boring at times, I just have to find a hobby or ways to keep us busy. I have been thinking about going back to school when Nicks in Kindergaten next Fall to get BA in EDU then I could teach a higher level than preschool. It would also be easier to find a Job that wasnt tied in with a preschool so I could have school holidays and summers off with the kids.
While at home this time around I find myself being more organized with the house and routine. :) and if you know me Im really adhd with that kinda stuff! I even made a household binder, which if I ever start to get any followers I would be happy to show off :) I am also getting back to the diet since the last time I dieted on this blog I lost 20 lbs and only gained back 5 of that, I plan to lose 40 LBS by my 26th b-day ( May 27th) . I think I can do it, if I can just stick to what I did last time. Im having trouble getting started and Im one of those people who have to start on a monday or first of the month and if I dont all goes to hell and I stop IDK why im like that ???
Anywho, I guess this will have to do for my first post back, im making 15 bean soup and its beeping so I need to go stir it and add some spices.
-Melanie